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her LOVES.
love CHOColates.
love PERSEUS.
love ME.
I'm original; not a trace.
I party till dawn,
I shop till dusk.
That's cause...
I'm a girl.
And an awesome one too.


S H A H I D A H ♥
15'09
TanjongKatongGirls' 3e3
29 June 1994
NationalPoliceCadetCorp
Perseus ♥
yeah, that's ME.
Soaring through, through the night.
Skyway Avenue - We The Kings.
Insomnia - Craig David.
21 Guns - Green Day


her AUDIENCE
hear your voice baby.

href="http://cbox.ws">CBOX
A tag would be nice. :D
Width <150. Thank you.


her AFFILIATES
its a big big world.
sixers 2e6
li xin
fazlina
jerlene
julia
aqilah
angeline
janefann
diyanah
aqida
amaliah
amira
nai ming
faizah
farahin
salwa
ain
haryati
shafura
perseus
nawirah.squadmate
ernie.squadmate
fwenster
athirah
fitri.cuzz
6a'o6
dawn.6a
atikah
nasuha
hoekang.6a
samuel.6a
ting chiang.6a
yangzhi.6a
zhuurah.sis

her DESIRES
my fairytale.
Go around the world.
Make me grow taller.current:1.6m
Wisdom, Knowledge & Talent.
Fame, Beauty & Fortune.
Friends forever.
Clothes.Clothes.Clothes
That CONVERSE snickers?
That Phone
SHOP.FOOD.HOME


CREDITS
spontaneous applauds
Layout: materialisti-c
Inspirations: exquisite♥

my FAIRYTALE.
Date / Time : 10.21.2009 / 5.04.PD
screwed.

thats the ONE-thing i am right now, this instant.
fine, honestly not now but lately.
simply cant or wont be able to do things that i want or need to.
a 'need' and a 'want' are certainly different, you see.
but who'd give a damn, you're living mann...
so long as the TO-DO-LIST is fulfilled at the end of the day.

oh.
back to why im posting.
Firstly, it's been awhile since i posted.
(note: awhile=very long)

Secondly, i just had this urge to let out bits of the joys and sorrows
im wrestling with.

And lastly, I guess i've got nothing better to do.
(this in fact is NOT true.)

I'm merely taking the easy way out.
that is, problems aside (on hold), and move on in life.
shop.eat.watch.party.sleep.sleep again.
to certain ppl out there, you'd understand. (in fact too well)
power naps = 2hour sleeeeep
in this case, in MY context. well duh.

had a hilarious bus ride with nawirah and syiqin today.
yeah my ez-link was stuck!
but at least im NOT like any nyonya who does the same thing.
im way cooler...in a sense
hah.

cant bear to stand extended studies
and the worst nightmare, S.P.A .

...

-tata o.o

haha, "no..."












counting on the days.
Date / Time : 9.06.2009 / 2.26.PD
honestly, i have been pretty lazy these days.
doze off amazingly early then wake up suprisingly LATE.
like 11 in the morning is terribly serious.
got to do something about that. just how is the question.
man, i really need to buck up!
i know that. screwed /:

still with Amath.
pretty slow i guess.
updating the TO-DO-LIST is to totally a nightmare.
i have like tons of things to accomplish (specifically homework)
yes, see? proves just how much deadlines i've YET to meet.
i shouldn't be posting then.
yes, and i know that too.
so if you know how to, do flood in superb advise.
cause i think this kid needs one.
nope, correction-not ONE.

oh! the mr gerrison vulgar clip was so stupid.
that shows just how much children these days are turning to violence.
like how they (we) rebel and stuff.
well, a healthy one of course.
cause its merely verbally hurt, not physically harmed or something.
whatever.
mum's calling for the kitchen. (uhh not again..)

tata.

o.o
Date / Time : 8.29.2009 / 1.36.PD
lately, i think im spending too much time on np.
np this and np that.
perhaps its a good thing.
well there's always the pros and cons.
mr ahmad is another thing.
as he calls it 'destiny' to have been sent here to teach
which i dont think so.
merely coincidence, you see.
but its good that things are gradually changing...
rather improving with him around to put the wrongs right.

so there's always homework to stress about.
"oh dear, im hungry."
press on.
anyway, my battery's dying.
shall post another time. (yeah right)
perhaps weeks or so.

"get a life, shahidah." uhh.

this ain't a fairytale.
Date / Time : 7.17.2009 / 5.28.MD
napha's next week.

and i heard they changed the 2.4km route?!
in school, noticed all the "watch your steps" signs
and on friday, the newly painted YELLOW steps.
raihan said its more of an obstacle actually. i agree.
so whenever we walked by the fitness corner to the canteen
reminds me of all the running during P.E
-the panting, sweating and cursing....
the song 'check yes juliet' by We the Kings.
"run baby run...dont ever look back....."
actually helps but nah, no mp3 or anything of that sort.

malay o-level LC this wed.
cant imagine me sitting by the door!
dont even think of it.

had cca phtotaking yesterday.
sad, asyiqin wasnt there :/
tc and see you soon in school! :)
oh, there's APM tonite.
i guess its a must-watch show.
its live from jakarta so shall wait and see.
whatever that means.

blablabla.

this is what happens when you're dying of boredom on your study table.
weird crazy things just to buy time.

or even this.

when the toy monkey swings on your window grill,
to pose for a picture.
hahah.

untitled piece.
Date / Time : 7.10.2009 / 3.16.PD
hey earthlings.

mann, its finally friday.
you wont wake up thinking-"gosh, its school."(again!)

just finished the math online test.
would have scored better IF ONLY i had not read the qn wrongly.
uhh,screwed.
oh and i realised i submitted after the due date.
Friday 12.00am! mann.

naz currently with her guitar.
mum home aldy.
and me-famished. hehe
reminds me of kentucky's benditto
which salwa has been craving for.
ironically, we went macs instead.
there's this bunch of tkgians sec2 ( i think)
gosh, singing a b'dae song erm at macs!
believe it or not.
embarrassing-we left almost immediatelly.
hahah.

TYS booklets arrived.
that means study and no play.
whoa.
like real.
Amath is getting on my nerves.

"you never really understand a person until you climb into his skin and walk around in it."

scribbled by
shahidah

faded memories.
Date / Time : 6.21.2009 / 1.17.PD
peek-a-boo.

planned to do heymath.
mann, its a test but i don't give a damn.
oops. hol hw is stupid and totally_____.
fill in the blank.

i need an ice-cream now!
maybe its a want rather than a need.
but who cares-im craving for one.

i don't know why but im just scared for napha.
nah, not scared - anxious, that's the word.
it has been so long since i did all the running and sweating.
my pull-ups' the worst i guess.
gt 19points last yr.stupid-2 more for tt gold.

later.

ever wondered?...

hmm..


to kill a mockingbird
Date / Time : 6.17.2009 / 6.28.PD
<---(atticus&tom robinson?)
hello lovely people
changed my blogskin that's why its kinda messed up
mum and dad out to tamp.

spent the whole of today reading
TO KILL A MOCKINGBIRD
awesome! finished it. wohoooo
realized it was damn nice
omg when boo radley appeared it was kinda scary
but he's a nice wonderful person. ;)
love atticus-he's just superb, one great man.
wonder how he looks like in the movie. haha
im starting to like literature in some way or another.

and guess wad.
haven't started the hols hw.
BOOooooooo!!! (throw tissues)
bad bad me.
just dun feel like doing it.
suddenly recalled obama on the news ytrdy.
he killed a fly during an interview! (laugh ur head off)
guess its on youtube.
he's still the great man II anyway. muahahaha

the song skyway avenue....
that line "cause if you jump, i will jump too..."
just got stuck in my head. haha
currently listening to face down.
current mood: famished -sobs
"They don't do one thing but sing their hearts out for us.
That's why it's a sin to kill a mockingbird."

sha~

GUN IN HAND.
Date / Time : 6.02.2009 / 3.43.PD
THAT SHOT!

went to Home Team Academy today.
have been there like loads of time.
went there for the shooting competition.
and that 2.2 revolver could have been a better shot.
even though w/o my additional eyes. haha
realized my left master eye did a good deed indeed.
had 67 points. no big deal actually.

next is on 10th and 11th june.
there seem to be a lot of courses this hol.
pfft. screwed.

2days ago just back frm STC.
made new friends there.
area 11 schools-
tkgs tkss telok kurau st pats' VS broadrick chung cheng main
yeah think thats all.
the training kinda slack. but better than expected.
you can say i accidentally went on diet for the 3days camp.
well not deliberately(biscuit,maggie,milo,no can food)\
i hate these sandfly bites! it makes me look like a sick person. gosh.
though i am. cough cough :/

love perseus! should go out more often. haha 0.0

bytheway, im getting back my progress report tomorow!
yes TOMORROW! gosh
(im floating. haha-shihui's dialouge)

hugs and kisses,
shahidah~

HEY HEY YOU YOU!
Date / Time : 5.15.2009 / 8.38.MD

ALOHA lovely people,
just drop by to say HELLO.
thought of deleting this blog but shall think twice bout that.
nothing really happened except that mye over.
oh! me nawirah amri n asyiqin went to yijia's hse on thurs.
was damn fun funny hungry and sick.
haha.
elearning yesterday was stupid.
spent lyke half the day doing it.-of course slack here and there
to nawirah: don't be so sad okay. cheer up:)
and try to come on monday cause we have np day practice
have to leave my hse at 6 to reach sch by 6.55. pfft
anyways, tc :)
camp is in 2weeks time. gosh i almost wrote 2days.
i just hope that the whole of perseus would come!
that day shall come true. :D I HOPE.

cheers,
ROCK ON.

pieces
Date / Time : 4.11.2009 / 4.37.MD
THE PERFECT ROSE II.



11.04.2009

went to starbucks with perseus-discuss parade proposal.
we must be the unsincere regular customers.
(inside joke) -revealed in perseus blog :D
we talk.think.pause.laugh.brainstorm.hungry.

went to macs but i didn't-met my sis and we went to isetan

btw, i was thinking of a new wishlist. -more hot stuff to buy!
then we ate at food culture
went to yellow shop-bought a bag
bought 'the exorcist' movie
went to popular-bought pens
bought 3cups of bubbletea :)


i must be madd. goin out AGAIN. -expo sale
ashraf's buying a new laptop.
rashidah's getting hers repaired.
MYE's round the corner and i barely started revision.
oh crap.


-currently watching 'To get her'. -love it.
chen momo and her prince casaba. *wink


with much love,
sha